Lately with my husband and I things have been a rollcoaster ride. I dont know what the deal is when he is up, Im down and when Im up, he is down. I don't know if it is just the stress of knowing he is coming home on both our parts but it just seems like lately we are in the wrong direction.
I honestly cannot stand to argue or be on the wrong page and I really wish we could get on the right page. I just have alot of fear about him coming home and anyone who says its not scary is crazy because it is after 7 months of not being with someone. Most likely things will go back to the way they were before but there is a possibility that both of you have grown and not grown together.
Lately I have been wanting to start a family more than anything in the whole world but that is definitely going to have to be put on hold if we don't get to where we need to be. I think working on us comes first and a family will be second. I can only hope my fears melt away and things are good when he gets home cuz right now im wondering when will the ride end and can I please get off.... cuz I have had enough!
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Welcome to my blog. I decided to start this due to being so far away from the family. My husband is in the United States Navy so we are currently living in California for the next 4 years. We just had our 1 year anniversary. We were married April 12, 2008 and wow the first year flew by. My husband is currently serving on his 2nd deployment in Guam and I am staying back here in California and working full time as a social worker/community outreach specialist for an Adult Day Healthcare. California weather is beautiful and I couldn't ask for a better life.
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