Deployment Suck....

So..... I have been able to talk to my husband a total of like 4 times and he has been gone for a week and a half. Deployments never get any easier. I don't think it matters if you have went through it 1 time or 5 times it doesn't seem to make a difference the toll it takes on your relationship.
My husband and I somehow really manage to get along for the most part while he is deployed and it makes me feel like our relationship is really strong and can stand the test of time. I am open to his freedom to hang with friends and see things. I do give him crap about it but hey that is my job as a wife I think! :) I don't really mind that he does things to keep him occupied as long as it isn't anything inappropriate. I think we all know what I mean by that and I completely 100 percent trust that he would NEVER do anything of that sort. I know that I have to keep myself busy and with this new job and the fact that I want to really be committed to losing weight hopefully the time flies by. I guess my mom will probably be out to visit me around my birthday and I think that will be great to show her what its like to live in California and what my life is really like.
I wish a lot of times that my husband and I can bond together as close as we do at home as when he is on deployment. It seems that the transition to home is really hard and getting used to each other and not forgetting how important we are supposed to be to one another gets forgotten once he returns. It seems that we get on each other's nerves a lot more. I mean I don't doubt our love for one another for an instant but I hope that when this deployment comes to an end we can adjust and work on making our relationship just as strong at home as it is when he is away!