Tasty Tuesday... Stuffed Pork Chops.

So this is pretty much totally my recipe....

As the title says here is how to make stuffed pork chops.....

First I buy Chicken or Pork Stuffing which doesn't take long to make and cook it on the stove. I am thawing out decently thick size porkchops in the process. If they are too thin you can not cut a little hole in them to make the stuffing fit.

To learn how to make slits in pork chops and the stuffing to fit go to youtube and there are tons of demonstrations... that is how I learned.

I stuff them put them in a pan and then I cover them with sauce ....

Sauce:

Combine cream of chicken and cream of mushroom soup in a pan and heat on low

In a separate pan 1/4 cup of water and 1 chicken bouillon cube and heat until bouillon cube disolves.

Pour water into cream of chicken/mushroom soup mixture..... Add Can of Mushrooms heat until slightly boiling and pour over porkchops.

Bake porkchops 45 minutes at heat of 350

Today is Thought Provoking Question Day....

Todays question for the day that I will answer is:

Do you have any regrets in life?

The answer to that for me is No. I have made mistakes and done some really ignorant things in my lifetime...... but do I want to take any of them back. NO. I may have some some things that I am ashamed of but if I had not done them and learned that they were wrong or stupid would I even feel ashamed.... the answer is probably not.

I am a big believer in you are where you are today because of all that you have done and that even includes making mistakes. You live and your learn. Life doesn't come with an instruction manual. I am sure that I will make plenty more mistakes any my life but that is what makes me who I am. It has shaped me and molded me into who I am. I happen to think that I am a better person for all that I have been through, the way I handle things when faced with adversity, and the choices that I have made thus far.

I am happy so how can I have any regrets!

NetFlix!!!!

So my new favorite thing to do is get movies from NetFlix. The hubby and I signed up last week and you can get 2 movies at a time plus view instant movies on Xbox; or Computer; or any other device for only 13.99 a month. We already have gotten 4 movies and tonight I am watching Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen. I must say its pretty good and we have State of Play to watch tomorrow. Unfortunately Im watching alone because the husband has watch from 8pm-midnight! Its part of being in the Navy that he has duty and watches. Luckily its only 8-12 now instead of 4am-8am like it was originally supposed to be. I recommend anyone sign up for NetFlix it is totally worth the money!

Thankful Thursday.... My life

In the news today: Fort Hood Major Kills 12, 31 Wounded.

Can you believe that someone would do such a thing? This hits especially close to home considering I live on a military base. This could have been my husband or myself who was shot if the circumstances were different and someone would have went crazy on our military base. Never underestimate the power of people.

What I find ironic is the fact that he was a mental health major obviously in charge of making sure people were okay to perform their duties in the military and who was left to be in charge of evaluating him??? What is the world coming to?

I am so thankful on this day that I have my life and I have never been hurt and I pray for all those who died and whose families have been effected in this horrible tragedy.

Hump Day.... A little tip about love.

I watched Grey's Anatomy tonight and by the way I have never watched it and had no interest to until this evening. I found myself bawling because this lady that you see here ( one of the main characters and still don't remember her name) was diagnosed with a brain tumor.

It really puts things in perspective because she gets married once she finds out she is sick to another doctor named Alex... and they are trying to decide whether she will get surgery or not on her brain tumor. She is getting ready to have surgery and she is talking to her husband about what happens if she were to die. She said she did not want to be brought back to life if something were to go wrong and you can just see the devastation and love in his eyes.

This is how people should love. It might be acting but in all reality you life can be taken from you in an instant and you should love everyday like its your last. Remember this when you get angry with your spouse or loved one because I often forget.... and then I get reminders like this.

Have a good day everyone!

Tasty Tuesday..... Velvetta Spicy Cheeseburger Dip

What you Will Need :

1lb of Pasteurized Velvetta Cheese Product, cut into 1/2 inch cubes
1 can of Rotel, Drained
1 cup of Shredded Low Moisture Part Skim Kraft Mozzerella Cheese
1/2 lb of cooked ground beef, drained
4 green onions

Make It

Mix all ingredients in a microwable bowl and heat for 5 minutes. Leave out Onions til the End.
Serve with Crackers and Mixed Vegetables and its a Quick Easy Delicious Dish!!!! Great for Any Holiday Party.

5 years ago today I was.....

I decided to try this post because it seems interesting.... so 5 years ago today was November 2, 2004.


I was a senior in college.....and had already graduated but had to go back in the fall just to take two more electives.


I had met my husband to be in Feb Of 2004 ( who would have thought I would marry the guy)

I had broken up with him in March/April of 2004 because I wasn't 100 percent sure about our relationship due to past circumstances ( ex) there is a reason why people become our Ex's but I wish I would have known that then.

I was working at Show-me's which is a knock off of Hooters!

I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life.

I was living in a small college town and living life to the fullest.

I was neighbor's with 3 guys who became our best friends.... but unfortunately times change. We still talk but just can't see one another as much.

Well thats about it.... what about you ? What were you doing 5 years ago today?

Better Blog..... Ideas?

I am trying to make my blog better and I want to have themes for like days of the week and stuff.... i have been checking out blogs and a lot of them have some sort of theme for everyday of the week so that way you can blog daily about something that is relevant to the day.... for example I have seen

T-word Tuesday
Recap Monday ( I guess a recap of the weekend) and so on ....


I need Ideas and I need help... so anyone have any ideas?

Homecoming 2009

I have been somewhat MIA since the husband came home but i wanted to share posts from his homecoming because it was amazing and I am so blessed to have pictures. He came home Aug 09

Real vs. Fake Friends.

" A friend is someone who is there for you when he would rather be anywhere else"

So I have been really irritated lately about whether or not I have any friends out here in California. I am really tired of listening to others, giving them advice, being there for them and what do I get in return...... Nothing! Anytime there is something that is important to me it seems that I get blown off! I am just in shock at how others can treat people sometimes and well frankly Im tired of it.
I feel like I am a good person and I have alot to give to others but it seems most of the time someone is either insinuating that I am getting on their nerves and if that isn't happening then people are ignoring me. I don't know maybe I am being selfish.... but I feel like I am far from that and I try to respect others and I don't get that back in return. I think I won't even try being friends with the people who don't make the effort to be mine in return. I swear I went home and had so much fun because I actually felt like the people that hung out with me truly loved and cared about my well being. I know that maybe sometimes I am overbearing or I talk a lot but I know everyone else has flaws too. I don't need people in my life to make me feel less valuable just because I am who I am. I don't know if its California or what but the people out here are way different and definitely not as compassionate or caring. To me this will never truly be home!

Ups and Downs.... When is this ride over and when can I get off?

Lately with my husband and I things have been a rollcoaster ride. I dont know what the deal is when he is up, Im down and when Im up, he is down. I don't know if it is just the stress of knowing he is coming home on both our parts but it just seems like lately we are in the wrong direction.
I honestly cannot stand to argue or be on the wrong page and I really wish we could get on the right page. I just have alot of fear about him coming home and anyone who says its not scary is crazy because it is after 7 months of not being with someone. Most likely things will go back to the way they were before but there is a possibility that both of you have grown and not grown together.
Lately I have been wanting to start a family more than anything in the whole world but that is definitely going to have to be put on hold if we don't get to where we need to be. I think working on us comes first and a family will be second. I can only hope my fears melt away and things are good when he gets home cuz right now im wondering when will the ride end and can I please get off.... cuz I have had enough!

Homecoming....

So homecoming is just right around the corner. Matter of fact, it should be a couple weeks from now and it just seems really surreal. I am so looking forward to my husband coming home but I am also not looking forward to the readjustment period where we have to get used to each other all over again. Its fun to date again and to sleep next to him again... but its not fun to argue over the tv; to have him telling me what I need to buy at the grocery store ( which is crap most of the time); to just be able to go instead of having to tell someone where Im going. It's just a huge adjustment but I am looking forward to having someone to cuddle with, someone to go out on dates with, and someone to come to home to after a long day at work.

This has been a long deployment and its hard.... most people dont understand how hard it is to be separated from the person you love for months at a time. I can only hope that all the growing we have done individually comes together and nourishes our relationship even more.

I miss my friend.... and its not too much longer he will be around all the time again.

Piece of Shit Dad

This is a little poem I would like to title :

" Piece of Shit Dad"

Well let me tell you a little story about my life;

I had a piece of shit father who always cheated on his wife.

I grew up to believe that you can't trust a soul;

and for the longest time; emptiness; in a heart that should be whole.

Lets go to my high school years when you cheated and your relationship was through

and we stood in my brothers room and my mother had to tell you to say " I love you"

Way to go pops what a great role model you are;

Having a secret life really got you far.

Oh how I remember those days when women used to call on the phone;

and I would tell them how you would never leave this family alone.

Or you would be on the internet promoting yourself on dating sites;

and mom would stay up many a restless night.

I am the only one who stood up for what was right;

I am not scared of you; you cannot control me; I always took on the fight.

I will never forget when you called your own daughter like her mom a bitch.

Well I think you are the lowest scum of the earth; asshole; how do you like the roles being switched?

I would talk about my family life and it would bring tears to my eyes;

All because of my so-called father's decietfulness and lies.

But then I stopped and realized what kind of power I was letting him have over me;

I let it all go and now I am free.

You don't even fucking know what it means to be a dad;

To me you have only been a sperm donor-- as a father you were that bad.

Oh but I hear you have a new family now arent you so glad?

I bet they don't know about family you let behind isn't that sad?

You will answer one day for all that you have done;

When you grow old and family you have none.

Even your new daughter will eventually see

and what nothing to do with you that I guarantee.

Fuck you dont ever again look my way;

Even if Im sorry is what you are going to say.

You know they always say " what comes around goes around"

Karma is a bitch you will get yours even if it doesn't happen until you are 6 feet in the ground.

I am confident you will be delivered to hell in a hand basket;

No one will be frowning only smiling the day they look at your casket.

This will be the time you will pay for you sins;

This war will be over finally the good will win.

I wrote you off a long time ago;

When I have children you will never see them grow.

I would not expose them to such a horrible, sad, pathetic man like you.

Who will one day pay for what he put others though.

It is you who has to live with all the wrongs you never made right;

and misery you will have in your life always; oh what a sight.

It makes me feel so happy to be finally free.

You are dead to me.

This is dedicated to the worst father in the world.... sorry its a little late pops I wasn't sure what to get you for Father's Day. I hope you like it.

How cute is that picture with his new daughter. What a great dad. I would have posted a picture with him and I for fathers Day but oh wait he wasn't ever there for me and I dont have any pictures together with him.

Homecoming.....

He finally got to come home and we had a blast. It went way to fast and he is already back in Guam but I was just so happy to have him around again. I told one of my friends after he left " I didn't realize how much he added fulfillment to my life until he was back here and then left me again" Here are some pictures of homecoming......

I love him so much....only a little bit longer in this deployment I can make it or so I keep telling myself because I don't have a choice.

He is coming home....

I am so excited after all the hardship we have been though with this deployment and trying to get him to come home for R and R he is finally coming home. I have exactly 9 days and a wake up until I get to touch his face. You have no idea how long I wanted to do that and to kiss again. I think I honestly forgot how to kiss! It will be the sweetest kiss. I will take lots of pictures to post.

I miss him so terribly. He changed his song on his myspace and he dedicated it to me and I almost started crying. It is the perfect song for our situation.

Blake Shelton-Home

Here it is have a listen.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEhc_Xkkqcs

Happy Birthday to Me.....

Wow another year older and another year wiser..... well I hope another year wiser. Today I turned 27 and more than anything I wished that my b-day wish would come true. I know I say it over and over but all I want is my husband.

You know the older you get and the more things change the more you realize who really matters, who never did, and what life is all about. I learned a lot on my b-day this year. I learned that so much as changed and my husband is truly my best friend. He is the one I want in tough times, he is the one I turn to when I need to vent, and he listens. So good he has been listening. I don't know what it is about this deployment but it has brought us so much closer and communicating and really getting along. We have our little tiffs but nothing too serious. I used to have so many friendships that I valued and was so important to me and I felt like I truly had people who cared about me and my well being and things just change.

I still have friends.... well very few and friendships change but their are two that stay the same and I tell my husband this today. My friendship/relationship with him and my friendship with Lori( my best friend in the whole world). She never forgets about me and no matter what she is going through she is there for me and I too am there for her.

Well I know I am just rambling but cheers to another year older .......

I want to rip out my hair....

So its been a really tough week for me. I found my husband doesn't get to come home in May and he is shooting for June but we aren't getting our hopes up until he has the approval. The worst part is he had already bought a plane ticket so now he has to try to switch his flight and hope they don't charge him a fortune for the change.


I have been stressed, tired, emotionally drained, and I can't wait for Friday to have some cocktails....

Friday get here already! :(

To the most wonderful mom......

Since I can't be there with you today even though I wish I could I wanted to wish you a Happy Mother's Day in a special way. I want you to know that you have made me what I am today and for that I am thankful. When God put me on this earth I could not have asked for a better mother. You possess all the qualities that I hope I have when I become a mother someday. You are generous, caring, strong, compassionate, honest, and you always listen even when you are tired of me talking. I don't say this enough but I love you and Thank you for being a wonderful mom!

You Let Me Know You Love Me
You let me know you love me

In so many different ways.

You make me feel important

With encouragement and praise.
You're always there when I need you

To comfort and to care.

I know I'm in your thoughts;

Your love follows me everywhere.
Thank you for all you've done

And given so generously

I love you, my wonderful mother

;You're a heaven-sent blessing to me

And it wouldnt be complete with out a song for my mom

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xz32I_GbpeU

Happy Mothers Day!

I cried today...

I had another breakdown today... it started at work and I don't even know what it was about. I think sometimes I try to be so strong and not be sad that Im out here all alone and sometimes it really does get to me. My life is not like everyone else's. I don't get to come home to my husband every night like most people and some people take even that for granted. I don't take for granted one moment spent with him because I know that I may never get another chance to spend any time with him depending on where he is stationed and what is going on. I just started looking at stuff online tonight and this is what I ended up with..... Tears and this song that perfectly describes how I feel about my husband being a soldier.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cs1kFqnCbNY

Almost home....

So.... the infamous husband whom I haven't seen since Jan 09 is about to come home at the end of this month. I haven't seen him in 5 months and its a mixture of feelings that I have. I get so independent doing my own thing it will be wierd having him sleeping next to me and being there everyday once I come especially since I have a routine. I know he is only home for two weeks but I have a lot of emotions about him coming here.

It is excitement, nervousness, fear, happiness,.... all the normal feelings that go along with not seeing someone for a long time. It is unfortunate that he will be heading back to Guam for two more months but the deployment will be pretty much over with after he leaves so that is a plus.

All I can say is welcome to the life of a military wife....

Twitter....

So who all is heard of twitter. It seems like the new hype and everyone has it even Ellen and all the celebrities. Apparantly anybody who is anybody has twitter. So I am going to start I think. I dont know what its all about. I just know that you post what you are doing similar to facebook and people can follow your twitter, tweet you, and read what you are up to or not rather. I hadn't heard much about it and then all the sudden it became this huge thing... I was watching the making the band finale episode the other night and diddy and aubrey oday from danity kane were both stating they wanted others to twitter them. Speaking of Making the Band... Day 26 has a hot new song out.... Called Im a put it on her. Here is the link and a pic of the boys for the heck of it as well as twitter site...

I joined twitter Ambiem82 Look me up!!!!

Day 26 new video ... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FuJxAcqJWx8

1 year ago today....

Well today is my 1 year anniversary.... Its had its ups and downs as people would tell me but we made it. I know we have had a lot of good memories this year and many more ahead of us and each day that goes by I honestly can say I love my husband more and more. So for our anniversary since he is away on deployment I wanted to give him a little gift on here :

I thought I would name 10 things I love about you

1. Your smile ( I have always said I love the little tiny gab you have in your teeth and Im standing by that)

2. Your humor( You never cease to make me laugh)

3. Your dedication to your job ( I am so proud of you and what you do for our country. I know I don't say that enough)

4. The way you kiss me goodbye in the morning when I sleep ( even . if I am half out of it)

5. Your commitment to trying to be a better man each day and learning to admit when you are wrong.

6. When you open my car door ( I don't know many men that do that anymore)

7. I love that you love to cook with me ( its a bonding moment as small as it seems)

8. I love the way you have loved me all these years in spite of my mistakes. I am not perfect but you love me anways.

9. The way you are so passionate about things that mean a lot to you.

10. I love that you chose me as your wife. I am grateful to be there for you and hope that we have many more happy years to love one another.

I love you more and more each day.... Happy Anniversary.

Since I cannot be there and I haven't mailed you gifts here is a gift from me to you.... ( you will need your headphones)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPwH6Fkd-90

Ghost Hunter

another orb circle you see it by the wall.

A Creepy Pic of a lady on the stairs....

This is the one I think might be a ghost in the far background. You will have to zoom on your own computer. It looks like a face.

More orbs if you look closely.

The spots are supposed to be ORBS or electic energy given off by ghosts? !!!!

From left to right Yvonne, Jerrilynn, Me, Michaelann

So my new past time is being a ghost hunter! I went with gals from work to a haunted city hall ghost tour in Ventura. It was 2 hours of trying to find ghosts and I took lots of pics but not sure if any of them mean anything. Ill share a few of the pics and some of the meaning behind them supposedly.

Old Poems.... By Me

So I was looking through stuff and was thinking and decided to post a few old poems on here. This was for my college poetry class.

Manipulation

You are the evil that walks this earth

Spitting your game to women through verse.

You lie, cheat, are never wrong.

How did I believe, let you hurt me for so long.

I hear all the time women are the enemy,

then exactly why is it you go through so many?

You say we walk with our brains in our skirts,

always complaining we hurt you because we've been hurt.

Everyone know most men carry their brains in their pants,

Using smooth words and ways to romance.

To get in our skirts and make us hurt.

I should have been smarter, realized.

But its now too late, and you I despise.

I wont fall again my knees are sore.

I sold myself short call me a whore.

I loved, you knew took advantage

My heart now torn, mended with bandage.

I wish you the worst

As I write this verse

Fuck you dont ever look my way

Even if Im sorry is what you're gonna say.

Eventually people dont forget

They only start to regret

You were my biggest mistake

I was real you were fake.

Manipulation... the ability for someone a situation to skew.

My downfall... the manipulation of me by you.

Falling

Looking into those eyes

I fall.

Fall into the darkness until I eventually see the light.

Clock strikes two as I come back to earth, returning from you world.

Where we became one.

For a moment,

Our bodies entertwined like that of vines along trees.

Connecting spiritually as I feel

Your entire being, my world and yours

One

All worries cease to exist

As I fall into those eyes, you looking into mine.

Wondering " Is this how it feels?"

Everything real. Touching, caressing, softly.

Connecting over and over again.

Feeling our way to the depths of our souls,

Then release

One again with the world, but for a moment I felt it.

Love.

Well what do you know..... I think I was actually kind of good at this.... Ha its been a long time since I read them.

My Weight Loss Journey

This bottom pic is in December before I was working out much at all...... and the top pic is the most recent pic March 14, 2009 of this year!!!! After 2 1/2 months of gym time. Not sure I notice much of a difference.

So my goal is to lose 20 pounds before August! Of course that is when hubby is coming home. I have been working my butt off at the gym. I work out 3-4 days a week. I do both cardio and pilates. Sometimes I get so discouraged because I don't see the difference but my boss says she does... I know I will stick to it anyways because it is important to me even though I only sometimes enjoy working out. I make myself do it most of the time. Tell me do you see a difference. Here is my before pic and and after.... I dont notice much of a difference at all.

Love.......

I am sorry I havent posted in awhile. I get busy and then the first thing I start slacking on his my blog. I enjoy reading others so I can only hope people enjoy reading mine. I got good new yesterday!

My hubby is going to come home and see me probably around my birthday. He wanted to badly to suprise me but one thing about him is that he is horrible with suprises and when I start probing even a little about something exciting he has to go and say I ruined it but in all reality he is the one who cannot keep a secret! I miss him so much...

I have to say he has been so great lately. Since we are approaching on one year of marriage... I will tell the truth it has been hard. There have been times when I wasn't really sure we would make it through some of our disagreements but when it comes down to it I know we will. We love one another... and love is better and worse. Since he has been deployed I feel like we really have been appreciating each other more and we are forced to communicate alot on the phone and so it is really helping our relationship. I can only imagine how good things will be when he comes home for good.

I think sometimes when someone is around all the time you forget how much you take for granted when they are not around. I vow to try to never let those feelings subside and I hope he is able to do the same. I have faith that we will be great when he gets home and will continue to get through all the obstacles we are faced with.

I am so excited for my birthday!!! That is only two months from now and will be here before I know it.

I love my husband.

My new Addiction...

My newest addiction ladies and gentlemen is..... drum roll please Vampire books. What is it about these vampires books that just gets me going! I mean I literally am always on the edge of my seat in these books and so interested. I think maybe because its forbidden love and people don't approve and the chemistry between these humans and vampires is indescribable. It makes me all giddy inside. So I have read Twilight... that sparked it off! Then I decided to read PC/Kristen Cast Series and the new one comes out this month! I will get it! Now I am on to true blood now... which is a series of 8 books right now! I am only on number 3 and when I went to the book store I picked up an Anita Blake series! I swear I am an addict..... I wonder what is it is. Most people say its the unresolved sexual tension but in some of the books I am reading now they already do and I am still on the edge of my seat! Anyways.... it keeps me busy and interested while my husband is away so its good!

The Bachelor: Can I say Jerk!!!!!!

Ok.... so I just had to vent about the bachelor and this whole f#@@ed up situation. We all know men do things like this. Of course people have gotten engaged and broken up. Of course we know men have cheated and had feelings for someone else but seriously within 6 weeks all of the sudden things change? Wtf? Are you serious? You are just getting to know someone after a couple months of dating and here you sit and state " things changed and she was different" Of course things changed you arent going to New Zealand on these insanely absurd dates that no one in the real world could even afford and now that you are off camera things became REAL!!!! What an asshole. I am sorry people I was so pissed. I thought you were nice but ha.... you proved to be exactly the same way as every other man in the world that thinks with one thing only. You say you were still in love with Molly! Well have a little bit of respect for Melissa and at least go on the show and then break things off afterwards not on PUBLIC television. Melissa was right you are a BASTARd and poor Ty!!!!! He says he doesn't know .... kids are smart! You disgust me and every other man who has done something like this just disgusts me.

Loving my job!

Ok... so here is an update on me and my job. I know all of you that are close to me know that I LOVE my new job. I love the participants ( elderly) and I love the people I work with. Today at work I had a huge laugh. I work with this lady who is my boss and she is so hilarious. We were talking about ideas for the center of upcoming activities. I suggested a circus.... the new guy suggested a Petting Zoo and my boss suggests midgets.... Ha. She said hey why not I bet the participants would love them! Then to top it off one of the social workers says " Hey what are we going to do ask to order a pack of midgets?" I was rolling at this point and commented with " yeah we will take a 12 pack of midgets please...." I know you had to have been there but it was hilarious. Can you imagine Midget Mac at our center entertaining elderly adults.

Not to mention Yes ladies and gentleman I have a favorite participant. His name is Joe. Joe is totally hilarious and adorable. I had to tell him my name for 3 days in a row before he remembered it but he has it down now. Also today I asked him how he was doing and he says to me " Im lubed up I dont need any WD40 ( in relation to him dancing). Everything he says is so funny and I cant wait for Scott to meet him! He was in the military ( retired Navy) and has some Alzheimers setting in but god I love him. He always says to me " You made my day" Well Joe even though you don't know it but you make my day!

Valentines Day..... Shopping and Pampering

I needed to get out of the house and not dwell on the fact that my husband was gone this Valentines Day so I did what women love to do best! Shopped and pampered myself. I got flowers from the hubby and he got me a spafinder gift certificate for 100 bucks to go to a spa but I have yet to recieve that in the mail yet. Here are some pics from day of shopping.... and some of my purchases as well as pics of my flowers and bear hubby got me. Enjoy!

Tattoos....

Ok I really like the fourth cross on this man's arm but maybe I will put it in color of some sort.

I kinda of like this moon and star setup however I would want my stars to be in color like the one below. What do ya'll think?

So I have been thinking for awhile about getting a tattoo and I have already decided what I want but now all I really need is to figure out how I can integrate them together to get just one tattoo on my foot otherwise I am going to have to get two tattoos and break them up into two one on each foot. Oh that's another thing I decided the only location I will get a tattoo is my foot which I heard hurts the most. I decided for my tattoos I want a cross--- to represent how much I have been blessed in life. I have learned this from all the jobs that I have had in counseling. I have had a lot of ups and downs in life but definitely feel like God has been looking out for me and helped me make the right descisions. I have made mistakes don't get me wrong but I really have learned from them. I also want a tattoo of the moon/stars because often times I find myself looking up at them wondering what are people doing at that exact moment and how are their lives playing out. I know it sounds crazy but I like to consider myself as a deep person and this is really how I think.... So any suggestions on how to put the two together I am open to.