So I am back on the blog... I haven't been here in so long and so much has changed. My husband has left again this time to Afganhistan which is a freaking scary place might I add.
If i have to hear my husband say he is soo depressed one more time I might explode. I do not like that he is there and I definitely do not like that he is miserable there. I mean I didn't think it would be a walk in the park but I had no idea it would be this hard. I want to be supportive but at times I really don't want to know what is going on there or wish that I could pretend but I don't because I want my husband to have someone he can turn to when he feels weak. I do feel blessed that I get to be that person for him. I also believe this deployment already only a couple months in has brought both of us closer to God. I started going to church and I plan on continuing. I need some support when supporting him all the time and I realized I can always rely on God to be there when I need him.
I pray this deployment goes by fast because I don't know how much more I can handle.